{"id":2008,"date":"2020-03-15T00:26:37","date_gmt":"2020-03-14T21:26:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/diyarbakir-zindaninda-bir-tas\/"},"modified":"2020-03-15T00:26:37","modified_gmt":"2020-03-14T21:26:37","slug":"diyarbakir-zindaninda-bir-tas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/diyarbakir-zindaninda-bir-tas\/","title":{"rendered":"Diyarbak\u0131r Zindan\u0131nda Bir Ta\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>07 May\u0131s 2010 Cuma Saat 08:17<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<div class=\"detail content_14\" id=\"text_detail\">\n<div class=\"newsImage\">\n<b>Hesaplasa ne yazard\u0131 ki. Zaman onun i\u00e7in art\u0131k direnmenin ve nefes al\u0131p vermenin \u00f6tesindeki t\u00fcm anlamlar\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015fti.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/482-1.jpg\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n<p>  0<\/p>\n<p>  21<\/p>\n<p>  TR<\/p>\n<p><!--\n \/* Font Definitions *\/\n @font-face\n\t  \"Cambria Math\" \n\tpanose-1:2 4 5 3 5 4 6 3 2 4 \n\tmso-font-charset:162 \n\tmso-generic- roman \n\tmso-font-pitch:variable \n\tmso-font-signature:-1610611985 1107304683 0 0 159 0  \n@font-face\n\t    \n\tpanose-1:2 15 5 2 2 2 4 3 2 4 \n\tmso-font-charset:162 \n\tmso-generic- swiss \n\tmso-font-pitch:variable \n\tmso-font-signature:-1610611985 1073750139 0 0 159 0  \n  \n p.Mso , li.Mso , div.Mso \n\t mso-style-unhide:no \n\t  \n\t :\"\" \n\tmargin-top:0cm \n\tmargin-right:0cm \n\tmargin-bottom:10.0pt \n\tmargin-left:0cm \n\t \n\t \n\t \n\t \" \",\" \" \n\t \n\t \n\t   \n\tmso-fareast-theme-font:minor-latin \n\t \n\t \n\t   \n\t \n\t \n.MsoChpDefault\n\t mso-style-type:export-only \n\tmso-default-props:yes \n\t \n\t \n\t   \n\tmso-fareast-theme-font:minor-latin \n\t \n\t \n\t   \n\t \n\t \n.MsoPapDefault\n\t mso-style-type:export-only \n\tmargin-bottom:10.0pt \n\t  \n@page Section1\n\t size:595.3pt 841.9pt \n\tmargin:70.85pt 70.85pt 70.85pt 70.85pt \n\tmso-header-margin:35.4pt \n\tmso-footer-margin:35.4pt \n\tmso-paper-source:0  \ndiv.Section1\n\t page:Section1  \n--><\/p>\n<p>\t  :&#8221; &#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\t :&#8221;&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\t &#8221; &#8220;,&#8221; &#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\t &#8221; &#8221; <\/p>\n<p>Ka\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015fti kendiside art\u0131k bilmiyordu. Ka\u00e7 y\u0131l, ka\u00e7<br \/>\nay, ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn. Hesaplasa ne yazard\u0131 ki. Zaman onun i\u00e7in art\u0131k direnmenin ve nefes<br \/>\nal\u0131p vermenin \u00f6tesindeki t\u00fcm anlamlar\u0131n\u0131 yitirmi\u015fti. Bir \u015fey anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirdi<br \/>\nmi gerisi a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kt\u0131, y\u00fckt\u00fc. Ama \u00f6ylemiydi ger\u00e7ekten. Kafas\u0131 kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu her<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde. Oysa d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda nede g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Y\u0131llarca<br \/>\nomzunda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fcn alt\u0131nda ne kadar kuvvetli, dirayetli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Peki<br \/>\nnarin ve nazl\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011finde s\u0131zlayan yaraya ne demeliydi. Her \u015feyin bir tarifi<br \/>\nvard\u0131 elbet. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Zaman bir silindir gibi ge\u00e7mi\u015fti gen\u00e7li\u011finin \u00fczerinden. Her<br \/>\ng\u00fcn ar\u015f\u0131nlamaktan b\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 be\u015f metre karelik havaland\u0131rma onun sessiz<br \/>\nkalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda u\u00e7up giden koca yirmi y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n tek tan\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\nHer Voltada zaman\u0131n \u00f6tesine ge\u00e7er ve bir yerlerde sakl\u0131 kalan hayat\u0131 beyaz bir<br \/>\nperdede s\u00fcrekli izledi\u011fi tek filmi olmu\u015ftu. \u0130nsan kendi filmini izlerken neler<br \/>\nhissederdi? Peki o neler hissetmeliydi? Belki de o da yirmi y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rt duvar<br \/>\naras\u0131nda inad\u0131na ge\u00e7iren her hangi birinin hislerinden farkl\u0131 hisler<br \/>\nya\u015fam\u0131yordu. Zaman\u0131n ac\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda giderek bozulan kareler hayata<br \/>\ntutunman\u0131n, kavgan\u0131n, inatla direnmenin ad\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">D\u0131\u015far\u0131da hafiften bir ya\u011fmur \u00e7iselemeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130nceden<br \/>\nde bir r\u00fczgar esiyordu. \u00d6yle ki cans\u0131z bir beden gibi ko\u011fu\u015fun nem kokan<br \/>\nhavas\u0131nda ranzas\u0131nda uzanm\u0131\u015fken d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki her \u015fey canl\u0131 bir hayat\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nhaber veriyordu. \u0130\u00e7inden kalk\u0131p havaland\u0131rmaya \u00e7\u0131kma istemi belirdi. Ya art\u0131k<br \/>\ng\u00fc\u00e7ten d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f v\u00fccudu so\u011fuk havaya yenik d\u00fc\u015ferde hasta olursa. Bir s\u00fcre voltaya<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131kmakla \u00e7\u0131kmamak aras\u0131nda karars\u0131z kald\u0131. Ama sonra vars\u0131n hasta olay\u0131m deyip<br \/>\nhavaland\u0131rmaya att\u0131 kendisini. \u00c7\u0131kmal\u0131yd\u0131. Mekan\u0131n \u00f6tesine ta\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131. Hem<br \/>\nya\u011fmur \u00e7ok \u015fiddetli de\u011fildi, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcrse i\u00e7eri ge\u00e7er ve hastal\u0131\u011fa kar\u015f\u0131 tedbirini<br \/>\nal\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Oradan \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131, sadece ko\u011fu\u015ftan de\u011fil, hayat\u0131n\u0131 zapt eden bu<br \/>\nd\u00f6rt duvar\u0131n, hata zaman\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131na, \u00f6tesine \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131yd\u0131. Zamana y\u00fcr\u00fcmeliydi.<br \/>\nGarip \u015feyler hisseti. Kurdu\u011fu t\u00fcm hayaller yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6ncesine aitti. Sanki<br \/>\nyirmi y\u0131l boyunca hayat donmu\u015ftu. Sanki bir dakika dahi akmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu yirmi y\u0131l<br \/>\nboyunca. Sanki i\u00e7eri d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn ilk g\u00fcn\u00fcnde gibiydi. Gardiyanlar\u0131n alayc\u0131<br \/>\nbak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda volta atarken kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k duygular girdab\u0131nda kaybolmu\u015ftu. Bir<br \/>\nara ya\u011fmurun sa\u011fanak bir hal ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve art\u0131k y\u0131llara yorgun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bedeninde<br \/>\ntitremeye neden oldu\u011fun fark etti. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde durmadan yer de\u011fi\u015ftiren simsiyah<br \/>\nbulutlar birbirlerine \u00e7arp\u0131yor ve \u015fim\u015fekler birer dinamit gibi patl\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nBeton y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131na \u00e7arparak kristal taneleri gibi da\u011f\u0131lan her ya\u011fmur damlas\u0131nda<br \/>\ny\u0131llar \u00f6ncesine gitti ve bir s\u00fcre sonra yeniden an\u0131lar girdab\u0131nda yitip zaman\u0131n<br \/>\nd\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Utan\u00e7 kareleri olarak tarihe kaz\u0131nan i\u015fkence tezgahlar\u0131yla<br \/>\nbilinirdi Diyarbak\u0131r zindan\u0131. O da \u00e7ok ge\u00e7mi\u015fti bu tezgahlardan. Ama<br \/>\ndirenmi\u015fti. \u0130nsanl\u0131k her g\u00fcn biraz daha kendisinden utan\u0131rken o direnmeye devam<br \/>\netmi\u015fti. Direni\u015f g\u00fcnlerindeki arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, bedenini \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck i\u00e7in ate\u015fe veren<br \/>\nyolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fledi. Direnmeye devam etmeliydi. Zaman ge\u00e7se de, \u00f6mr\u00fc bu d\u00f6rt<br \/>\nduvar aras\u0131nda da ge\u00e7se direnmeliydi. An\u0131lar\u0131na ba\u011fl\u0131 kalmal\u0131yd\u0131. Bir kez daha<br \/>\ni\u00e7ten i\u00e7e kedisine direnme s\u00f6z\u00fc verdi. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">\u00dc\u015f\u00fcyordu. Ya\u015fl\u0131 v\u00fccudu art\u0131k kald\u0131ram\u0131yordu so\u011fu\u011fu. Son kez<br \/>\ng\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bir bak\u0131\u015f f\u0131rlatt\u0131. Ya\u011fmur ya\u011fm\u0131yor sanki havadan su gibi d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye<br \/>\nba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 art\u0131k. \u0130\u00e7eri ge\u00e7meliydi. D\u00fc\u015fen damlalara bak\u0131p i\u00e7eri ge\u00e7meye<br \/>\nhaz\u0131rlan\u0131rken nereden geldi\u011fini, neden geldi\u011fini bilmedi\u011fi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ta\u015f gelip<br \/>\nayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibinde durmu\u015ftu. Bir an ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Kald\u0131rsa bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc<br \/>\nkald\u0131rmazsa bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc. Ama i\u015fte ans\u0131z\u0131n misafiri olmu\u015ftu o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ta\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131.<br \/>\nHem ka\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r beton y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131ndan \u00f6te bir \u015feye dokunmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 elleri. Bu davetsiz<br \/>\nmisafirinin nereden geldi\u011fini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Ani bir refleksle e\u011filip<br \/>\nkald\u0131rd\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131 yerden. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Bir s\u00fcre \u00f6ylece durup ta\u015fa bakt\u0131. Nereden gelmi\u015fti? Ta\u015f\u0131<br \/>\ns\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tuttu elinde. Sanki birileri gelip elinden alacakm\u0131\u015f gibi hemen cebine<br \/>\nkoydu. G\u00f6zlerinde su\u00e7 i\u015flemi\u015f bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 vard\u0131. A\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla<br \/>\nko\u011fu\u015funa ge\u00e7ti. Ne yapmal\u0131yd\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131? Bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ta\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 g\u00f6rmeyeli ka\u00e7 y\u0131l<br \/>\nolmu\u015ftu. Bir ta\u015f ne anlat\u0131r ki insana? Her g\u00fcn binlerce defa varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n fark\u0131na<br \/>\ndahi varmadan bas\u0131p ge\u00e7ti\u011fimiz s\u0131radan her hangi bir ta\u015ft\u0131 i\u015fte. Sulasa b\u00fcy\u00fcr<br \/>\nm\u00fcyd\u00fc? Bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kavanoz g\u00f6rse ekse miydi? Ne yapsayd\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131? Ranzas\u0131na<br \/>\nuzand\u0131. Ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yeniden eline ald\u0131. Bir ta\u015f ne anlat\u0131rd\u0131? Y\u00fcre\u011finin s\u0131zlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zlerinin bu\u011fuland\u0131\u011f\u0131 fark etti. Bir ta\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131 oysa. Peki bir ta\u015f<br \/>\npar\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 eline almay\u0131\u015f\u0131, ok\u015famay\u0131\u015f\u0131, koklamay\u0131\u015f\u0131 ka\u00e7 y\u0131l olmu\u015ftu. Ger\u00e7ekten<br \/>\nta\u015f koklan\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131? Denizin ortas\u0131na susuzluktan \u00f6len bir \u00e7aresize benzetti<br \/>\nkendisini. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">O g\u00fcn yine i\u00e7inde sadece kendisinin anlayabilece\u011fi duygu<br \/>\ndepre\u015fimleri ge\u00e7iyordu. Sabah kahvalt\u0131s\u0131ndan sonra bir kez daha, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nen derinden hissetti\u011fi h\u00fccresinde havaland\u0131rmaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ka\u00e7 ki\u015fi tan\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131,<br \/>\nkimler gelip ge\u00e7mi\u015fti bu duvarlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan.<span>\u00a0<br \/>\n<\/span>Ka\u00e7 hayal \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc, ka\u00e7 ku\u015fak eskitmi\u015fti bu beton duvarlar aras\u0131nda.<br \/>\nAma bir s\u00f6z vermi\u015fti kendisine ve sad\u0131k kalacakt\u0131. \u00d6yle ya s\u00f6z\u00fc onur<br \/>\nbellemi\u015fti. Vazge\u00e7emezdi. Vazge\u00e7memi\u015fti. Vazge\u00e7meyecekti. Bu sabahta kendisini<br \/>\ns\u00fczen, belki de i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e ac\u0131yan bak\u0131\u015flar aras\u0131nda voltas\u0131na ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bazen<br \/>\nnedenini bilmeden h\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131mlarla, adeta ko\u015farcas\u0131na yol al\u0131yordu. Bitmeyen bir<br \/>\nyoldu. Y\u0131llard\u0131r o yolu y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Y\u00fcr\u00fcmekten de vazge\u00e7meye niyeti yoktu. Bir<br \/>\nara ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve binlerce toz zerreci\u011finin sindi\u011fi hava bo\u015flu\u011fundan u\u00e7arcas\u0131na<br \/>\nd\u0131\u015far\u0131 f\u0131rlamay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Oysa etraf\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 metrelik surlar kapat\u0131yordu. Oradan<br \/>\nsadece be\u015f metre karelik alandan beliren g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc izlemeye koyuldu. D\u0131\u015far\u0131daki<br \/>\nhayat\u0131 yeniden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u0130nsan bir yerden ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda y\u0131llarda ge\u00e7se bir g\u00fcn<br \/>\nd\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden her \u015feyi b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi bulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131r. Ve oraya dair hayalleri<br \/>\nde ayr\u0131l\u0131rken g\u00f6zlerine tak\u0131lan son kareler hayallerinin ba\u015fucu olur. Oysa<br \/>\n\u015fimdi yirmi y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>\u00a0<\/span>Yirmi y\u0131l\u0131 siyasi<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinden<span>\u00a0 <\/span>dolay\u0131 kendisinden<br \/>\n\u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, ama kendisine verdi\u011fi s\u00f6zden d\u00f6nmemi\u015f olman\u0131n gururuyla cebinde<br \/>\nta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyordu. O g\u00fcn ziyaret g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. G\u00fcnlerce oyarak \u015fekil verdi\u011fi<br \/>\nta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ziyarete annesine verecekti. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f kabini \u00f6n\u00fcnde annesi durmu\u015f hal<br \/>\nhat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 soruyor, durmadan o\u011flunun yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 payla\u015fma gayreti veriyordu.<br \/>\nOysa o, annesine belki de anlams\u0131z gelecek bu ta\u015f\u0131 nas\u0131l verece\u011fini<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Sadece bu muydu annenin ta\u015f\u0131 almas\u0131na engel. Kimse g\u00f6rmemeliydi,<br \/>\n\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n mahkum edilmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 Diyarbak\u0131r zindan\u0131nda d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan<br \/>\nbir \u015fey almak da d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bir \u015fey vermek de su\u00e7tu. Ama hac\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 annesine<br \/>\nvermeliydi. Gardiyanlar\u0131n dalg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na gelen bir an\u0131 koval\u0131yordu hac\u0131.<br \/>\nF\u0131rsat\u0131n\u0131 buldu\u011fu anda ta\u015f\u0131 annesine verdi. Elini kald\u0131r\u0131p annesine ta\u015f\u0131<br \/>\nuzat\u0131rken, annesi \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flarla o\u011flunun, Hac\u0131\u2019n\u0131n elindeki ta\u015f\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcyordu.<br \/>\nBu ta\u015fa senin i\u00e7in \u015fekil verdim. Annesi ta\u015f\u0131 al\u0131rken g\u00f6zleri bu\u011fuland\u0131. Ama<br \/>\nHac\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 emin ellere vermi\u015f olman\u0131n derin rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yordu. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f<br \/>\ns\u00fcresi bitmi\u015fti. Annesi Hac\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi ta\u015f\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fine bast\u0131rarak d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n anlam yitimine u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyada Hac\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\nkendisine verdi\u011fi ta\u015f\u0131 y\u0131llarca saklad\u0131 annesi. Annesi Ta\u015fa her bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nsanki Hac\u0131ya bak\u0131yor, onu g\u00f6r\u00fcyor gibi oluyordu. Hac\u0131ya olan sevgisini,<br \/>\n\u00f6zlemini o ta\u015fta buldu y\u0131llarca. Hac\u0131 ise y\u0131llar sonra ans\u0131z\u0131n gelen misafirini<br \/>\nemin ellere teslim etmenin rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla her gece uzand\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131na. Hac\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\nannesine verdi\u011fi sadece bir ta\u015f de\u011fildi, y\u0131llar\u0131n k\u00f6hnetemedi\u011fi umuttu, ta\u015fta<br \/>\nolsa o\u011ful s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla sundu\u011fu bir yadigard\u0131. O art\u0131k annesine bir hediye<br \/>\nvermenin i\u00e7sel rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Annesi ta\u015f\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, koklad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nhac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015far, koklar olurdu. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Y\u0131llar sonra hac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri yeniden de\u011fdi bizim d\u00fcnyam\u0131za.<br \/>\nHac\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ocuklu\u011funa ko\u015ftu. G\u00fcnlerce, haftalarca, gece ve<br \/>\ng\u00fcnd\u00fczler boyu y\u0131llar\u0131n eskitemedi\u011fi, hi\u00e7bir ayak izinin silmedi\u011fi \u00e7ocukluk<br \/>\nmekanlar\u0131nda buldu kendisini. Annesi hac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamaya gelememi\u015fti. Hac\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\nziyaretgah\u0131 annesinin mezar\u0131 oldu. Ve \u00e7ok sonradan duyacakt\u0131 annesi \u00f6l\u00fcrken<br \/>\nhac\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi ta\u015f\u0131n kendi mezar\u0131na konmas\u0131n\u0131 vasiyet etti\u011fini. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Esaret y\u0131llar\u0131 hac\u0131y\u0131 annesinden ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, bir evlad\u0131n anne<br \/>\ns\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na hasretini bir anneninse o\u011flunun esaretiyle esarete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fen<br \/>\nhayat\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131llar\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. Hac\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc bir daha ba\u015fka anneleri bulmas\u0131n diye<br \/>\nyollara d\u00fc\u015fmeliydi hac\u0131. G\u00fcne\u015fin da\u011flar\u0131n aln\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi her yeni do\u011fan<br \/>\ng\u00fcnde annelerin \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n aln\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6perek uyand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yeni bir d\u00fcnya<br \/>\nyaratman\u0131n yolcusuydu Hac\u0131. Annelerin evlat ac\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ekmedi\u011fi, sava\u015f\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131<br \/>\nannesiz, anneleri evlats\u0131z b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00f6zg\u00fcr bir d\u00fcnya yaratman\u0131n yolcusuydu<br \/>\nana tanr\u0131\u00e7alar\u0131n diyar\u0131nda. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Bu Diyarbak\u0131r zindan\u0131nda ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f ger\u00e7ek bir \u00f6yk\u00fcd\u00fcr. Ger\u00e7ek<br \/>\nismini bilmedi\u011fim, ama Hac\u0131 diye hitap edilen bir direni\u015f\u00e7inin ger\u00e7ek ya\u015fam<br \/>\n\u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcnden bir kesittir. Diyarbak\u0131r zindan\u0131 var oldu\u011fu s\u00fcrece hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 saran<br \/>\nutan\u00e7 duvar\u0131 her g\u00fcn biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fcyecektir. Diyarbak\u0131r zindan\u0131n\u0131 okul yapmak<br \/>\nisteyenlerin ger\u00e7ek y\u00fczleri bu utan\u00e7 duvar\u0131n\u0131n her bir ta\u015f\u0131nda, her g\u00fcn biraz<br \/>\ndaha belirginle\u015fmektedir. <\/p>\n<p class=\" \">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\" \">Halit Ermi\u015f<\/p>\n<p class=\" \">K\u00fcrdistan Stratejik Ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar Merkezi<\/p>\n<p class=\" \">www.navendalekolin.com &#8211; www.lekolin.org &#8211; www.lekolin.net \u2013<br \/>\nwww.lekolin.info<\/p>\n<p class=\" \">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>\t<!-- parveke begin --><\/p>\n<div>\n<div class=\"sharethis-inline-share-buttons\"><\/div>\n<p><!-- parveke END -->\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><b>Hesaplasa ne yazard\u0131 ki. 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