{"id":9121,"date":"2020-03-15T02:34:15","date_gmt":"2020-03-14T23:34:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/gelecegi-oldurmek\/"},"modified":"2020-03-15T02:34:15","modified_gmt":"2020-03-14T23:34:15","slug":"gelecegi-oldurmek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/gelecegi-oldurmek\/","title":{"rendered":"Gelece\u011fi \u00d6ld\u00fcrmek"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>02 Kas\u0131m 2019 Cumartesi Saat 06:54<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<div class=\"detail content_14\" id=\"text_detail\">\n<div class=\"newsImage\">\n<b>Dili yasaklanan par\u00e7alanan ve katliamdan ge\u00e7irilen bir co\u011frafyan\u0131n isyanlar\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t <img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/6464-1.jpg\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify\">\n<p>  0<\/p>\n<p>  21<\/p>\n<p>  TR<\/p>\n<p>\t  :&#8221;   &#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\t :&#8221;&#8221; <\/p>\n<p>\t &#8221; &#8220;,serif  <\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>\u0130syanlar\u0131n,<br \/>\nhayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n, barut kokusunun tam ortas\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Yasakl\u0131 olan<br \/>\nkadim topraklar\u0131n kokusuyla b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. B\u00fcy\u00fcmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>\u00dclkem d\u00f6rt<br \/>\npar\u00e7aya ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve ben sadece bir par\u00e7as\u0131y\u0131m. Eksik yanlar\u0131m\u0131 ar\u0131yorum barut<br \/>\nkokan topra\u011f\u0131mda. Par\u00e7alanan \u00fclkemde toprak barut kokar. Topra\u011f\u0131n ger\u00e7ek<br \/>\nkokusunu alamad\u0131m hi\u00e7.. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc topra\u011f\u0131m katliamlar\u0131n, soyk\u0131r\u0131mlar\u0131n ve silah<br \/>\nseslerinin hi\u00e7 bitmedi\u011fi bir co\u011frafyayd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Benim<br \/>\noyuncaklar\u0131m bo\u015f mermi kovanlar\u0131 ve katledilmem i\u00e7in at\u0131lan bombalar\u0131n<br \/>\npar\u00e7alar\u0131yd\u0131. Katledilmem i\u00e7in at\u0131lan kovanlardan, bomba par\u00e7alar\u0131ndan yeni<br \/>\nya\u015famlar yarat\u0131yordum hayallerimde. \u00c7ocuktum ve ben sadece \u00fclkemin bir<br \/>\npar\u00e7as\u0131yd\u0131m.<span>\u00a0 <\/span>Par\u00e7alanan \u00fclkemin di\u011fer<br \/>\npar\u00e7alar\u0131ndan uzakta oldu\u011fum kadar \u00e7ok yak\u0131nd\u0131m da. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Benim \u00fclkemde<br \/>\n\u00e7ocuklar b\u00fcy\u00fcmez derlerdi. Evet benim \u00fclkemin di\u011fer par\u00e7alar\u0131nda da \u00e7ocuklar<br \/>\nb\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcyor. B\u00fcy\u00fcmelerine izin verilmiyor. Onun i\u00e7in biz hi\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fcmedik ve hep<br \/>\n\u00e7ocuk kald\u0131k.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Biz K\u00fcrt<br \/>\n\u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olarak gelecek dedi\u011fimiz zaman olgusuyla hi\u00e7 tan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131k. B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>\nhayal ettik\u00e7e kur\u015fun s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yordu hayallerime. Bir yan\u0131m, kur\u015fun, barut kokusu<br \/>\nbir yan\u0131m ise \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa isyanlar\u0131n arifesindeydim. Cellatlar i\u015f ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131<br \/>\nve yine b\u00fcy\u00fcmemize izin vermeyecekleri bir sabaha g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7\u0131yorum. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Bug\u00fcn 9 Ekim,<br \/>\nhalk\u0131m\u0131 katliamdan ge\u00e7irmek i\u00e7in gelen cellatlarla y\u00fcz y\u00fcze kal\u0131yorum. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc<br \/>\nmavili\u011fini, \u00f6nce griye daha sonrada siyaha b\u0131rak\u0131r\u0131yordu. Dumanlar, ba\u011fr\u0131\u015flar,<br \/>\ncellatlar\u0131n Alluhu Ekber sesleri, K\u00fcrtleri katletmek m\u00fcbaht\u0131r naralar\u0131<br \/>\ny\u00fckseliyordu karartt\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Katliam<br \/>\nseslerinin i\u00e7inden Cellatlar\u0131n, bedenimi par\u00e7alayacaklar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 hesaba<br \/>\nkatmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ben daha 13 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m ve Serekaniy\u00ea\u2019nin bir mahallesinde oyun<br \/>\noynamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, katliam s\u0131ras\u0131 bana gelmi\u015fti. T\u00fcrk cellatlar\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\natt\u0131\u011f\u0131 fosfor dedikleri bir bombayla katlediliyordum. V\u00fccudum da \u00fclkem gibi<br \/>\nate\u015f i\u00e7indeydi. Yan\u0131yordum.. \u00dclkem gibi yan\u0131yordum ve ba\u011fr\u0131\u015flar\u0131m ar\u015fa<br \/>\ny\u00fckseliyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131m<br \/>\nar\u015fa y\u00fckselirken, Qam\u0131\u015flo\u2019da Sara\u2019n\u0131n hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 duyuyordum. Bir daha<br \/>\noynayamaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hayk\u0131r\u0131yordu b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya. Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kesmi\u015ftiler ve daha Sara 7<br \/>\nya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Sara\u2019n\u0131n hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kaybedi\u015finden de\u011fildi. Abisi Muhammed 11<br \/>\nya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 ve T\u00fcrk cellatlar\u0131 onu katletmi\u015fti. \u00c7ocuktu o da, ben \u00fclkem gibi<br \/>\nyanarken, Muhammed ve onlarca Muhammedler katlediliyordu. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>\u0130nsanl\u0131k lal<br \/>\nolmu\u015f benim yanan bedenimin hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131na. Sara\u2019n\u0131n hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ar\u015fa<br \/>\ny\u00fckseliyordu. Biz yine katlediliyorduk. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biz K\u00fcrtt\u00fck, bizim katlimiz<br \/>\nhelaldi T\u00fcrk devletinin cellatlar\u0131na g\u00f6re. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Katledilme<br \/>\nferman\u0131m\u0131z onaylanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 zaten. Ben de Cizre\u2019de dondurucuya konulan Cemile gibi,<br \/>\nbedenine 13 kur\u015fun s\u0131k\u0131lan U\u011fur Kaymaz gibi, Ceylan\u2019\u0131n umutlu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>\npar\u00e7alanmas\u0131 gibi, cellatlar taraf\u0131ndan par\u00e7alanacakt\u0131m. \u00dcst\u00fcme toprak dahi<br \/>\nat\u0131lmayacakt\u0131 belki de. A\u011f\u0131tlar yak\u0131lmayacakt\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck benimin gidi\u015fine.<br \/>\nAnneler en \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131t yakar kendi dilleriyle. Ama annem yoktu yan\u0131mda. Ben oyun<br \/>\noynuyordum ve oyunumu barut ve kimyasal silahlar yok ettiler. <\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Halep\u00e7e\u2019deki<br \/>\ngibi Elma Kokusu yoktu ama ben katlediliyordum. Bedenim cehennem ate\u015finde<br \/>\nyan\u0131yordu. Hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131m ar\u015fa y\u00fckselirken cellatlar katletmenin zirvesini<br \/>\nya\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ve sormaya ba\u015fl\u0131yordum T<\/span><span>anr\u0131 hep ac\u0131mas\u0131z<br \/>\nm\u0131 davran\u0131r <\/span><span>K\u00fcrt <\/span><span>\u00e7ocuklar<\/span><span>\u0131na?<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><span>Ben K\u00fcrt<br \/>\nhalk\u0131n\u0131n katliamdan ge\u00e7irilmesindeki ger\u00e7e\u011fim. Par\u00e7alansa da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bedenlerimiz<br \/>\nyine de biz b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ve kalan eksik yanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tamamlamaya and i\u00e7mi\u015ftik.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\" \"><strong><span>Sara GULAN<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\t<!-- parveke begin --><\/p>\n<div>\n<div class=\"sharethis-inline-share-buttons\"><\/div>\n<p><!-- parveke END -->\n<\/div><\/div>\n<p>Sara GULAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><b>Dili yasaklanan par\u00e7alanan ve katliamdan ge\u00e7irilen bir co\u011frafyan\u0131n isyanlar\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/b><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9122,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"jnews-multi-image_gallery":[],"jnews_single_post":[],"jnews_primary_category":[],"jnews_social_meta":[],"jnews_override_counter":[],"jnews_post_split":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[32,31,36,33,30,35,34],"class_list":["post-9121","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-makaleler","tag-arastirma","tag-kurdi","tag-kurdish","tag-kurdistan","tag-lekolin","tag-turkish","tag-turkiye"],"acf":[],"post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9121","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9121"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9121\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9122"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9121"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9121"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lekolin.org\/ku\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9121"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}